My life is going pretty great right now.
I'm doing ok in my class, my boyfriend is a dream come true, my weight is pretty stable and I've never been healthier.
The last couple weeks I've just been dog-tired and pretty hard to motivate. I don't want to do ANYTHING at my job (and it's starting to get noticed, NOT GOOD), I can barely drag myself out to exercise and I complain to myself the whole time I do. Fake it til I make it feels a long way off.
Perhaps it's the post-half, post-trail race slump. I've got other small races planned, but nothing new and big ton conquer for a while, or maybe it's the fact that I'm freezing despite a space heater blowing at me all day. Maybe it's not enough sunlight? I don't know.
I feel guilty for complaining since people have REAL problems to contend with, but right now, i'm just out of it. Maybe I need to up my happy pills dose?
Anyway, maybe putting it out into the world will free me!
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